In Light of the New year.........

I became very thoughtful at the transition of this new year and began to grasp how blessed we have been over this last year. Sometimes it seems that as my children grow, and my daily routines continue and multiply I don't reflect on myself or how things are going with us. In God's great provision and mercy I can honestly say.. "All is well with my soul". Things have been hard, and financially we have been tight but we are pulling out of that slump, I can absolutely see a light at the end of the tunnel. The lord's hand is upon us and we will follow him any way that he leads us. Jesse enjoys his job and assures me that compared to other similar jobs he's is a good one. I sometimes get lost in the conflict or drama of something and fail to see the good in it. I am trying to refocus my self so that i can see the good much easier.
I am so thankful for my family-- my girls are growing strong and learning valuable life lessons. They bring such joy to our lives, that at times my heart aches at the possibilities this fragile world lends us, and treasure the moments with them as priceless. I do not take raising children lightly, and I can only pray that I am doing my best by these young lives God has entrusted to us. He continues to show me the way...
I praise God for my Husband, even though at times it is so hard to get past all the chaos, noise, and distractions to spend meaningful time with him. I am thankful that we thrive, grow and change in our relationship and as parents daily. As we try to walk in obedience to God and what He is calling us to do i pray that it will only draw us closer in this new year.
We are looking forward to introducing our new little one this year, and hope that our friends and family will continue to support us with prayers, love and help because as you all know or kinda know having a new baby can bring a lot of stress to a family.
Likewise, my heart swells with pride and anticipation for the birth of my(from one of my brothers) first nephew Micah who is expected to arrive January 21. I am overjoyed but also sad that i won't be able to meet him only hours old, My older brother Sheaden and his wife Kimberly live in California.